|Wednesday, February 26th, 2003|
well i moved out of the house. what fun aye? for all you washingtonions out there im now living in lake stevens. just about as much fun as living in monroe. cept theres no theature. well aint that some shit. all well im only 10 min away from monroe anyways...hell im only 10 min away from everett also. other than that same stuff and some blah blah blah.
|Tuesday, February 11th, 2003|
a fun full filled night with my girl friend of watching that 70s show and old simpson episodes, eating pizza and ice cream, and having a rubber band war with my dad...now tell me my life is dull!
|Wednesday, February 5th, 2003|
my sisters boy friend died in a car accident last night.... does it ever end? Current Mood: sad
|Wednesday, January 29th, 2003|
when you think you know someone you hear more...
|Saturday, January 25th, 2003|
My personality is rated 28.What is yours?
what does that mean?
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
is this true at all?
|Tuesday, January 21st, 2003|
|Thursday, January 16th, 2003|
i wish i had something eventful to write about just so i dont seem all that boring. but in truth i guess im just that boring. yestarday my stomach hurt like a mo fo and it sucked. i played some tony hawk with rachael. now i think shes gonna get addicted. then i went up to matts cause i havent been up there since new years and sick or not i wasnt passin that up. i watched them all get high then i played halo with them. then watched momento. a crazy movie you all have to see it if you havent. and i went to the emp for the first time with rachael. im not sure if it was worth the 20 bucks to get in but then again i guess we missed out on a ride. i had fun playing with the drums. this keyboard is really dirty.
|Monday, January 6th, 2003|
|get a life! by the way im talking to myself
doing nothing just sittin in a chair
not thinking of much not having a care
its pretty late and not much to do
so im sitting here thinking while talking to you
thinking im happy and thinking its great
thinking of clowns and how much i hate
talking in mumbles that no seems to hear
relizing there mumbles and come out un clear
staring at a screen and typing this down
wishing i was happy the opposite of frown
ok im fine nothing is all that bad
i got back a ps2 that i once had
not the same one though this one is brand new
but its basically the same this much is true
and why am i sitting here waisting my time
cause things are fun when they start to rhyme
i bet you saw that one coming from miles away
but not like im a poet im not fuckin gay
anyways i think im gonna end this cause its making me think
and im gettin thirsty and want something to drink
so im ending now and going to my playstation
cause its much more fun than masturbation
|Saturday, January 4th, 2003|
i was trying to decide whether or not i really wanted to take the time or even waste my time writing in this thing. well you can see where that got me. lets see for the past 2 weeks i was house sitting. fun you might ask? nope. to many damn animals. and it was in the middle of no where and if the dogs barked at nothing it would freak me out. i get really paranoid. and im scared of aliens and ufo's all because of unsolved mysteries. anyways i also sucked cause it was another 15 minutes out of the way that i needed to be and i hated driving back and forth all the time. and you know what i didnt even get paid for it. well ive done my nice thing for the year. whats my new years resolution...try to get motivated. in everything. i think im moving out in febuary and thats a start for me. i wanna try to do the things i think i wanna do and just get it done. or so i say...i gotta motivate myself to get motivated though...make sense?
|Saturday, December 28th, 2002|
my cat has been missing for bout a week.... Current Mood: sad
|Wednesday, December 18th, 2002|
|here you go...jo
alright jo is forcing me to update my journal like theres something really important that really needs to be said. well theres not. so now youll take the time to read this and really its all just pointless crap. then when your done reading it youll think to yourself i just wasted 2 minutes of my life span to read this shit! and thats when you all start sending me like dead animals in the mail and leaving horse heads in my bed while im sleeping. no wait that was in the godfather. so i got bored the other day and decided i would look for my christmas presents...i got a new snowboarding jacket and some matching gloves. i know its bad but i would have gave up after awhile if they would have hid them better. i mean they were in the first place i looked...under the bed. i mean come on cant they put a lil effort into hiding my presents, damn parents anyways. on friday im going christmas shopping with jo. hopefully ill find some stuff for people and not for myself. other than that ive been working damn late shifts so i cant hangout with anyone cause there all in bed by the time i get home. i hate my life. im going to bed Current Mood: tired
|Wednesday, December 11th, 2002|
well damn what to right. my whole body is sore from not working for 3 weeks and then going back. mainly my feet hurt like no other. the other day my car died and i was sad and had to walk to work. it turns out my altinator went out. thats 160 bucks that i dont have down the drain. but my car runs a lot better. and i just learned that my head light switch is also a my dash light dimmer. so ive been driving around for a couple months thinking my dash lights were broker when really i just gradually turned them off. yeah i know im retarded. but no one tells me these things and its not like i really wanna take the time to read the car book. im trying to gain back the 20 pounds i lost while i was sick...its not working so great. everyone at work is like you look like you lost a lot of weight. so im thinking damn i must have been chubby or something. i dunno. other than that cky 4 is out and that is some good times...
|Saturday, November 30th, 2002|
well im finally better...zippididy doo daa. and today my sister and i set up the christmas tree my style. its awesome and really christmas-e. now i can just sit here and stare at the flashing lights. i think its fun to make your eyes blurry and stare at the lights so it all looks really fuzzy. thats cheap entertainment for me. christmas shopping is gonna probably be kinda lame this year considering i havent worked in 2 weeks going on 3. so maybe i can get ok-ed by the doctor to go back to work. but i still fall asleep a lot. ill just be sitting around then just pass out. it sucks when im at friends houses. anyways thanksgiving was kinda lame i ate at 2 then there was nothing else to do after that. so thats bout it. other than that nothing.... just nothing
|Sunday, November 24th, 2002|
well im still alive and im kinda happy for that. and im able to eat and drink stuff again. i wonder how much weight i lost all together so far? anyways thanks to everyone that said hi and called and blah blah blah. jo got me a stuffed teddy bear which was really sweet of her. just really weird to me cause everyone has always gotten me a stuffed monkey, its just the way its been. so i decided to name the bear Monkey. just so he wouldnt feel left out of the loop some how. other than that its cold as fuck!
|Thursday, November 21st, 2002|
|ive been released
i just got out of being in the hospital for 2 days. and it sucked ass other than the cable tv. but yeah i lost 12 pounds in 2 days. had a temp. of 102. and i was totally dehydrated. so they pushed me in a wheel chair from medalia to the hospital. and hooked me up to some ivs and i slowy became alive again. but i still feel like crap and i want to sleep cause of all the pills.
|Monday, November 18th, 2002|
just in case anyone was wondering or if anyone cared...im still alive. ive been sick as fuck and have missed a week of work and will miss more. life is just awesome course i get this damn fuckidy fuck cold and today is the korn concert oohh but im gonna go. then ill have later to complain that i should have stayed home
|Monday, November 11th, 2002|
another day and another well day. i have the next couple of days off and i have like jack shit to do...its exciting let me tell you. one more week till i go to the korn concert. im gettin pumped for that even though its the 3rd time that ill see them, but they are my favorite band so there you go. i relized that everytime i get to work i suddenly get a headache. i mean a big one. i have tylenol every where because of it to. like in my room in my locker in my car, just every where. i mean i get a headache so big that i just want to punch a whole through my head just to get rid of the pain. but then i would have a whole in my head and then id most likely die. but thats ok i mean if i died not like itd really matter i mean what do i have to show for in my life... and for those of you that have seen the ring i hope that you all know that a bunch of it was filmed right here in good old monroe. yeah thats right! where going to be on the map one day. other than that im thirsty and the kitchen just seems so far away.
|Sunday, November 3rd, 2002|
Which Jackass dude are you? brought to you by Quizilla
so im bam which kicks ass cause hes my hero and i actually have that t-shirt that hes wearing. i got it from the cky concert that totally kicked ass...boo yaa
|Monday, October 28th, 2002|
well today im off to get my wisdom tooth pulled... its gonna hurt like a mofo i just know it. i couldnt sleep that much cause all i could think about is the dentist cutting into my gums and all that other dentist type stuff. ill probably cry like a lil school girl
|Tuesday, October 22nd, 2002|
|for all of you that might give a sh*t....
nothing really all that great has been going on in my life... i just have a lot to think on. a lot has happened and i just cant really tell anyone. i want to believe me i want to, but its just not the thing to tell. i saw the movie formula 51 with jo it was an alright movie for not really knowing what it was about, but it had samuel l. jackson and thats all i needed. tomorrow im going to the cky concert and its gonna kick ass. well i hope so and i also know so. other than that i wish i was drunk cause it seems like maybe this would be a lil bit more exciting. actually it probably wouldnt and it wouldnt make any sense at all.